22 December 2009

Reflections on Departure and Return

Previously written:
So here I am, 1:15 pm EST, just flying past Reykjavik on my way to Chicago (arrival sometime between 7 and 8 pm EST):  almost home(-ish).  The air temperature outside is -84 degrees F, and after a post-sundown take-off on the shortest day of the year (around 4:30 pm, CPH time), I could just barely glimpse the gradation of colors in the sunset as I head into younger hours for the longest day of my life thus far.  I just finished watching Julie & Julia and enjoying my last chance to pretend that I speak Danish whenever I inform the "air host" which drink I'd like. And maybe it's the hvid vin talking (so little does so much when you're at 34,000 ft.), or perhaps the fact that I had been eagerly eyeing the concoctions in the film, but the airline food did me right this evening.  Of course, this is only my second trans-Atlantic flight, and I was not all that impressed back in August.  But man, that chicken with a mushroom sauce (really rice and broccoli?) was just what I needed, and I told myself mentally that the chocolate mousse was divine.

But enough about food and airplane statistics.  I'm gone; finished with the physical, tangible piece of this adventure.  Teary eyed as I left  René, Kirsten, Nanna, and Jonas who had been kind enough to leave work early and drive me to the airport, I travelled down the corridor to security, worrying someone would eventually stop me from taking a carry-on bag AND claiming my full backpack as a "personal item."  I got on alright, but perhaps it's just bad karma that I was assigned a seat without room for my backpack underneath, and the poor guy next to me offered to bear that burden.  My next step is to brave US customs for my first time, but I don't expect that to be too big of a deal.

It was my plan all along to write as soon as the film was over, but now that I've watched Julie blog for two hours, I'm even more in the mood.  I felt a kind of ridiculous connection to Julie, who also blogged on a definite time frame (365 days, 524 recipes).  I don't really want to be done with my writing; I've enjoyed it too much for the past 4 months.  It wasn't an escape from reality, like Julie used, but a constant support, assurance that my reflections and memories won't die.  I've been much more diligent with my blog than my gratitude journal (assigned for Psychology of Happiness) or my notebook of clippings (which, trust me, I have a pile to tackle and glue down once I'm home).

At any rate, while I still have a few more entries up my sleeve, I wanted to take this opportunity to write a few remarks that bare some semblance to a conclusion.  So without further ado . . .

What I Didn't Expect to Find in Denmark:
  • A bizarre  sense of pride for the E-line to Køge
  • Two words:  flat farmlands (but this was my own lack of preparation)
  • Learning that 60's movies are more risqué than I had thought (thanks to TCM on the tv in my room)
  • Gratitude
  • While I expected some sense of humility as an American in another culture, I did not expect to find a greater sense of pride with my own nationality and to occasionally have a distaste for Danish culture.
  • To like leverpostej (liver paté), and more food that I won't soon forget
  • Different educational expectations
  • Awesome public restrooms
  • A greater appreciation for art
  • A sense of the character of an entire city and its different components
  • The wish to be farther away from a city
  • So many 7-Elevens
  • My American consuming habits dying hard
  • A failed COP15
  • The meaning of coming home for Christmas
  • An experience not yet defined
What I Expected and Did Not Find:
  • A third home (Bloomington being my first, DePauw my second); this is not a discredit to my host-family, but rather, a cultural disconnect I never remedied
  • Not being so broke at the present moment.
  • Somewhat of a utopia
  • A similar sense of pride/connection for/with my study program and its student body that I have to my own home university
  • More Danish Butter Cookies (though the ones Nanna made were EXCELLENT)
  • A routine more like at home (e.g. in regards to cycling, homework, etc.)
I like that the first list is longer and also that some of these are important, while others are a little mundane.  But still, where does this leave me now?  As I mentioned above, there is still a less tangible piece of my experience to complete.  I don't know how much re-entry shock will affect me or how I'll look back on everything after a month or four (my perspective certainly changed even within my 4-month journey), but I do  know that I still have challenges ahead of me.  In the short term, I'm faced with helping my family re-create a Danish Christmas back in the states.  In the long term, I must rise to the fact that I can't let all that I've seen, heard, tasted, or felt die.  These four months were too big of an opportunity to not let it consciously shape the future of my life experience.  I'm still 'iffy' on the details, but I accept.

21 December 2009

A Little About Hopenhagen

With one Goolge search, you could easily find hundreds of blogs that could help you piece together what exactly happened at the Bella Center in Copenhagen over the past two weeks (for those of you living in a turtle shell at the north pole: COP15, which attempted to ratify a replacement to the Kyoto Protcol).  I don't proclaim to be one of those blogs, because I don't think I could even begin to explain what happened to myself (if it's any clue to you, many have changed the slogan from 'Hopenhagen' to 'Nopenhagen'). Nevertheless, I saw how COP15 changed Copenhagen from the 3 months leading up to it to the raw, broken end, from the CO2PENHAGEN music festival to the clean-up of Hopenhagen Live in Rådhuspladsen.  COP15 highlighted the best and worst of the sustainability frenzy (which is a term I use quite lovingly), and it vastly affected my perspective.

I don't know at which point Copenhagen became somewhat of the epicenter for climate-change related actions, but from what I've seen, it started really kicking off around October with the launch of the Hopenhagen ad campaign to coincide with the UN Climate Change Conference (COP15) coming in December.  Before that, of course, the city had its own buzz with the world's first carbon-neutral music festival and a pledge to become carbon neutral itself by 2025.  By November, Copenhagen had been declared the greenest major European city, and its own faction of 350.org's International Day of Climate Action received a lot of press simply because, "hey, it's Copenhagen!"

And December?  That's when the madness started.  I've never had an easy time resisting the messages of good marketing, so I remained a total sucker for Coca-Cola's posters and the giant billboard in Rådhuspladsen.  Yes, even Coca-Cola, a well-known irresponsible water user (who I still adore and patronize, nonetheless), was a sponsor of Hopenhagen.  Then we were faced with the depressing feat that is the WWF's Copenhagen Ice Bear:  a polar bear ice sculpture that melted to reveal a cast of the skeleton.  Or the ads for Vestas that took over the metro and were featured prominently as the only ad on the Politiken news ticker over the two week period.  Their message?  That the world will end and the one solution is wind power.  Thank you, Vestas, for pushing only your own agenda and steeping almost as low as fear-mongering.

I guess I'm most surprised at my how my own opinions changed.  When the volley of marketing first came up, it was powerful, moving, and made me feel so excited to be in Copenhagen for this historic conference.  But I burned out by the end of week one.  This could be contributed to a parallel burn-out with school or just correlated with the obvious negative mood about the conference itself.  Either way, my attitude changed abruptly from Hopenhagen to Dupenhagen.


That being said, I'm still much more impressed with the marketing than the majority of the flood of people who invaded the city this month.  They produced one incredible thing (which I was unfortunately unable to participate in):  a 100,000-strong march for a deal on December 12, peaceful with the exception of the 700 arrested.  And then what?  You hung out at KlimaForum09 or the Climate Bottom Conference in Christiania and got all your aggravation out of your system?  Or maybe you were one of the violent protestors that continued to set the movement backwards?  Or you helped Friends of the Earth block delegates from the Bella Center because you were angry NGO's couldn't enter anymore?  This is what gets me:  everything is in disarray, and there are a handful of news articles or blogs complaining about the carbon impact of the conference itself and all the delegates' transportation, but what about the the carbon impact of the thousands who came here and did nothing productive?  I went to a presentation by the Will Steger Foundation at KlimaForum about the importance of the US Midwest in negotiation climate agreements.  I thought it was really interesting, except there was that one note about how we have to make 'fun' things like concerts to get youth involved.  I love concerts, but that's a little insulting, and I do think Hopenhagen Live was a bit of a waste (as much fun as it was to see Gogol Bordello one night).  The 'fun' is getting over-emphasized now, and democracy is overwhelming.  Power to the people, of course, but the people need to learn to chill unless they can rationally contribute, because we're now left with too many voices to be effective. 

Those of you who know me outside of this blog know I consider myself an activist, but I felt that in Hopenhagen, my only reasonable option was to take a step out of the melee.  This isn't the first time I've felt like this, and it's not a personal crisis about the purpose of life.  But it IS disconcerting and all-around disappointing.  I guess there's always COP16 to save the world . . .

19 December 2009

The Definitive Guide to Danish Christmas Pop-Culture (2009)

Every night from December 1st to 24th, the two national Danish television stations (DR or TV2) air Christmas Calendars:  24-part serials with Christmas themes.  Originally, these programs were targeted at children and correlated to a nightly paper advent calendar that kids could open at home.  I have to admit this is something I think is really cool.  It's not something you can really do in America because of religious considerations, but the concept is nice all the same.  The closest thing we have is the 25 Days of Christmas on ABC Family, but honestly, who has the time to watch an entire Christmas movie each night?

So, using my limited knowledge drawn from various basic explanations by my host-family and neighbors (and help from Google Translate on the Danish Wikipedia), I bring you a definitive guide to three of this year's Christmas Calendar shows.  Get ready, because I'm going to give you so many details that you will feel like you were here watching them with me.

Pacten (The Pact)
Let's start with the basics:  this show airs on DR1 at 7:30 and is the only new Christmas Calendar this season.  But, I've only seen it once, so . . . that might be all I can tell you.  Really, I think I'd like Pacten, but I can't watch it on my own since I rely on Danes to translate.  Pacten is one of those fantasy-world, secular Christmas shows, with nisser (elves), an evil snow queen, and a LotR-esque soundtrack.  I get the feeling that Pacten is an attempt to draw the older kids in by veering away from the religious theme and actually having some really creepy elements.  I really have no idea what the plot is, but I know it has something to do with how only kids who believe in the nisser can see them (or the evil snow queen), and one of them has to go find "the pact" in order to save them:  or the evil snow queen will kill them all.  Also, creepy demons kept attacking one kid in a forest, and he could throw dust on them to make them melt away into the ground. 

Jul på Vesterbro (Christmas in Vesterbro)
Vesterbro, if you don't know, is the old meat-packing district in Copenhagen, and Jul på Vesterbro, on DR2, is an adult (comedy, social commentary with songs like "The Social Welfare Blues") Christmas Calendar, originally produced in 2003.  I know I have a biased perspective (since I've only been around for one Christmas in Denmark), but I get the feeling that Jul på Vesterbro is pretty famous.  When I was buying æbleskiver in Tivoli a few weeks ago, the guy in the kiosk had a song from it playing on his phone, and he proceeded to tell me how superior it was to the children's Christmas calendars; I heard some drunk guys singing it at the train station on Friday night, and, finally, the creepy animatronic penguins in the window of a shop on Strøget (the main shopping street in CPH) were singing it last week (complete with one penguin threatening to stab the other with an icicle).  One Danish comedian (Anders Mattheson, who apparently is friends with Ellen DeGeneres) plays all the parts:  from the pølser salesman on Strøget, to the salesman's junkie son (and his girlfriend), to the woman from the city who comes to help them out.  Unfortunately for both of us, I don't know anything about the plot.  But I do know that at the end of each episode the characters look up in the air, confused, as the narrator talks about what will happen next time.  The character also gets a "surprise" everday as  Christmas calendar (the surprise is always a beer hanging for the wall that he bought for himself).  The theme song--if you're interested--is here.

Jesus & Josefine
Before I start with this description, you need to pronounce the name currenctly:  "YAY-Seuss oh YO-sephina."  It just makes the theme song that much better.  Jesus & Josefine was also produced in 2003 and is a children's Christmas Calendar on TV2.  My host family watches it almost every night (sometimes I watch it with them), and so they've been able explain a lot to me.  I love it for its somewhat heretical plot (in some Christian traditions), and ridiculously catchy Europop songs. 
So, Josefine is a religion-doubting Danish girl living in Copenhagen with her family.  Her mom is a pastor, and her brother Lukas is . . . adorable.  I have no idea what he says, but I laugh every time he makes some humorous interjection.  Anyway, Josephine finds this nativity scene in an antique shop where if she presses her finger on the manger, she lands like a meteor in Nazareth, 12 CE, coming out of some coffin at Mary, Joseph, and Jesus' house.  She becomes friends with Jesus, and then somehow ends up taking him back to Denmark, where he is briefly trapped because Joseph closed the lid of the coffin in Nazareth.  In the meantime, Josefine's parents think Jesus is crazy because he says his dad is God, and taking Jesus to church ends up being a bad idea.  Josefine and her friend Oskar even make Jesus resurrect Oskar's pet rat, quoting the story of Lazarus in the Bible.  Eventually, Jesus learns he's going to die (and this it the possibly heretical part), so he decides he doesn't want to be the son of God and decides to become a gladiator instead (GENIUS, right??).  The modern world becomes Hell, and the evil old man who owns the antique shop tries to stop Josefine from going back to Nazareth to fix the problem (so ends today's episode).
However, the best part about Jesus & Josefine are the subtle cultural references that I may or may not be understanding correctly.  I mean, first the show is obviously an attempt at remedying the drop of Christianity in Danish culture, which is evident through the plot, the copious amounts of praying, and the scene where Josefine's mom is preaching to a big church with only about 10 people in the pews.  But in today's episode, I particularly enjoyed when the evil guy drew back the shades at Josefine's house to show her that the entire world was Hell.  Hell, apparently, consists of smoke stacks that shoot out flames and three nuclear reactor cooling towers.  Fabulous subtle message, there, TV2!   I also thought one scene where Josefine was pouring some non-descript pale yellow beverage from a bottle into cups for Jesus and Oskar was a little humorous, although Kirsten assured me it was "apple juice" when I made a comment about it.

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On another note, I just spent the last hour watching a list of favorite Christmas songs on DR2 with Rene and Kirsten.  A little more than half of them were British or American songs, and I couldn't help but laugh at the fact that a large majority of the songs were from the 80s: Wham!'s "Last Christmas," Run DMC's "Christmas in Hollis," Mel & Kim's version of "Rockin' Around the Christmas Tree," and, of course, the Danish favorite "Jul Det Cool" by rap-group McEinar, among others.  Rene and Kirsten then both observed that all the Danish Christmas songs are making fun of Christmas (especially the materialistic aspects), instead of singing about Christmas.  I can't give you any more names of songs, but, the videos spoke for themselves as Kirsten and Rene sat on the couch:  "I wish you could hear these lyrics!  They're so ridiculous they're not even really translatable."  I actually find this pretty interesting, for a country that loves both Christmas and shopping so much.

At any rate, there's more in my head to write.  Hopefully I can get it down before I leave, but who knows, at this point?

12 December 2009

På Stranden



I finally took René's advice and went a walk all the way around the little peninsula that was formed (along with an inlet marshland) when the sea receded about two decades ago.  I'd been to the strand (beach) before, but never as far as the waterfowl nesting reserve on the south end, since I always felt like I was too busy to take the time.  I'm so grateful I decided to use this sunny, chilly day to so, and my walk confirmed a feeling I've had for a while:  southern Sjælland (the island where I live and where Copenhagen is) seems so much more tranquil and beautiful now that it's winter.  Maybe it's the cold stillness of the air, or the way the sun shines on the golden earth and through bare trees, always either rising or setting.  Or it could be a trick of the mind, where any day with clear skies and sun feels infinitely phenomenal after day after day of darkness and grey.  It could even be partly influenced by the joy in the Christmas atmosphere.  But whatever it is, I'm glad I'm here for it, and it's time I stop analyzing the magic and just live in it.



A Second Honeymoon? (aka The 9-Days-Left Blues)

One of the hardest weeks of my entire life is finally, mercifully, over.  I realize that sounds dramatic, but it's also a logical statement for a week where I've had at least one sort of final assessment for 4 out of my 5 classes (6 projects total), and every "last day of class" there's at a handful of people I won't be able to see again before we leave. Not to mention the fact that while I worked, my consciousness was just incredibly frustrated and distracted, since one of the MOST IMPORTANT POLITICAL EVENTS OF THE CENTURY is going on all around me, and I couldn't get involved.

I'm now in the home stretch, with one paper left and plenty of time for frolicking in eco-ecstasy, despite the fact that I've written myself one of the largest to-do lists I've ever made for myself.  And that's not to say, of course, that things aren't starting to get incredibly sentimental any time I ride the train while there's still daylight, and I have time to think about how those buildings will soon be removed from my daily routine, and how I'll soon be apart from this wonderful family I've been living with for four months.  I'm even getting sentimental over the Danish language, which has been a source of complaint from the start from almost everyone in a Danish class.  My final oral presentation was today, and while the memorization was a little rough, I was so proud of myself for being able to answer simple, non-rehearsed questions without being nervous.  I was even more proud when I was sitting on the train this evening and I realized that I might be able to have a small conversation with a ticket-checker if I'd needed to (I was out of my zone at the time, since the train decided to just pass right by my stop).  I wouldn't jump to conclusions that I'm 'falling in love' with the language, but I've certainly developed a connection to it.  This wasn't really a big concern of mine until today, after the minor catastrophe of possibly losing the Dansk-Engelsk dictionary I bought about a month after I got here.  Part of this is because I like to consider myself responsible and hate losing things that I invest any money or time in.  Well, I carried that dictionary around everywhere I went in Denmark, as if it was some sort of lifeline (although in reality I could get around just fine; I just wanted to be able to read signs).  Only now do I realize just how much I was counting on having it with me back in the states, both symbolic of the experience and as something that assures me what little language I picked up won't slip away (although it probably wouldn't have ACTUALLY helped that).  It's odd, really, like I'm starting to enter reverse-culture shock before I even leave Copenhagen.  I suppose I could buy a new dictionary to help whatever this feeling is, but now I just hate that I have to decide if it's worth the money.

At least I'm starting to let go of regrets of not going out and experiencing as much of city life as students who lived in the city or with other students were able to.  Though, it is a little sad that just today I discovered an amazing library to work in just outside of the hustle and bustle of Kongens Nytorv plaza (and actually, the buildings block out the sound from the square in an absurdly effective manner).  I went to Danmarks Kunstbibliotek (Art Library) with my friend Jill to look for some sources for our Women, Art, and Identity papers.  It's in what used to be the Royal Academy of Art, and the first part of the building is a warm, yellow room set up in a very contemporary style.  What's even better is the amazing old reading room to the side.  What drew both Jill and I to the room was the traditional "private library" set up:  high ceilings and two stories of books around the perimeter, with a tight corkscrew staircase up to the second level balcony.  But more important than its spacious charm were the wide black desks with double lamps and an atmosphere that promoted just the right noise level (quiet by lack of population).  I can't remember the last time I felt that at ease working in a library.  But maybe it's for the better that I didn't try it out earlier, since it has incredibly inconvenient hours anyway.



More pics are on fb.  For now you can see this one, which I took lying on the floor.  Yes, a librarian saw and probably thought I was a little over-excited about the stairs.  I can't blame him, since he was right.

07 December 2009

Danes and Happiness

I just came out from my very last Psychology of Happiness class, so I thought I'd share with you a short essay (and supplementary photos) I wrote about Danes and happiness as part of a portfolio mosaic that we turned in last week.  We were only asked to write two pages, so it's definitely a  topic that could be expanded on, but I also thought it would be a good way to briefly relay my thoughts on the matter to you, the blog readers.  Consider it a blog with references.

On another note, if you want to hear about what's going on with COP15, some of my friends from DePauw are keeping a great blog of updates here!

The Happy Socially Secure Danes:
A Reflection on How Culture Can Beat the Happiness Test

Aside from the original data in the Happiness in Nations report, my observational experience about Danes and their top-ranking happiness waters down to two types of sources: popular media reports with interviews that make causal speculations, and members of the greater internet community who angrily strive to prove the news wrong, listing evidence from personal experiences. On the other hand, my own observations indicate that the people in Denmark are no different from Americans in terms of expressing happiness. I cannot count the possible solutions to these discrepancies, especially with the debates over both the definition of happiness and the question of life satisfaction that the Happiness in Nations report is actually measuring. Nevertheless, we know that they are measuring some difference, and from analysis based on both research and my experience, I believe that Danes report higher life satisfaction ratings due in part to the values they have formed as a national culture—be it a sense of contentment rather than extreme joys, principles of unanimity and community, and even language that supports and emphasizes a pleasant mentality.

There haven’t been too many studies done to crack just why the Danes rated so high on the Happiness in Nations survey, but Kaare et al., who compared Denmark with its northern neighbors Finland and Norway, noted the crucial difference that “Danes have consistently low (and indubitably realistic) expectations for the year to come” (1289). Theoretically, this mindset can keep people from becoming bogged in the disappointment experienced when one fails to reach his self-expectations. Plus, when the threshold is lower, increased instances of exceeding expectations might even improve self-image, however temporarily. It also fits well with excerpts from Knud Jespersen’s account of the formation of Danish national identity and culture, which I read in my Danish class. Jespersen notes that the loss of the German duchies in 1864 did not only whittle the kingdom to its smallest size, but also sprung a change in the collective attitude. Thus, when the Danes acknowledged they were not fit to be a world power with a strong military, the people began to reflect this modest mentality on themselves—working and farming to support the community that they all valued. In short, the attitude became “we don’t have a big world, but we do our best to keep it running, and we are happy doing it together.”

Although Denmark has a western, individualistic culture, this intense sense of homogeneity means that the people also take on characteristics of traditionally eastern, collectivist cultures. In an article on how the self and culture influence subjective well-being, Eunkook Suh explains that people from individualist cultures rate life satisfaction with a locus of internal emotions, while those from collectivist cultures tend to focus on social appraisal. Can the Danes, then, be getting the best of both worlds—satisfied not only with their own successes, but also with the roles they have secured within their tight communities? There is also the fact that the mutual understanding within the homogeneous community and the work to support it economically are two factors that have directly fed the welfare system (Jespersen), which in turn supports people with basic needs and allows them to devote more attention to eudemonic concerns.

Lastly, the Danish language has its own contributions to the Danish mentality. In 1928, when linguist and anthropologist Edward Sapir first wrote about what would later be known as the Sapir-Whorf Hypothesis, he proclaimed that “the fact of the matter is that the ‘real world’ is to a large extent unconsciously built up on the language habits of the group” (qtd. in Joseph 72). In Danish, the existence and frequent use of certain words supports a positive outlook. From arbejdsglæde—which describes happiness in the workplace—to hygge—that cozy feeling of fellowship that is so emphasized both within the culture and as a selling-point for tourists—Danes use a language which puts a focus on happiness and contentment. But it should be noted that hygge also carries the connotation of a group wrapped up in their own fellowship and cares, excluding anyone from the outside. So although hygge’s place as the Danish social ideal promotes coziness, the society pays the price of promoting exclusivity.

As an American, the notion of a universally happy society elicits images of constant joy and elation. It’s an unrealistic ideal, and for the scientifically proven happy society in Denmark, the truth lies more in perception and values than it does in the emotions themselves. Like in any country, Danes are gleeful when they put themselves towards their passions, or they may be gloomy and sullen when they are less interested in their current activity. The mastermind behind their high life satisfaction is the strong sense of national identity and community with other Danes—trusting, respecting, and fostering their neighbors, socially and financially. Danes are not filled with happier emotions, but rather supported and supportive within their tight group. The question left now is if it can—or should—be a formula to repeat these results in other cultures.



Flying Colors

Helsingør, Denmark
29 August 2009


The Three Grouches

Køge Festuge
Køge, Denmark
29 August 2009


Still on the Honor System After All These Years

Samsø, Denmark
20 September 2009


Arbejdsglæde: Happy People Make Happy Beer

Samsø Bryghus
Nordby, Samsø, Denmark
20 September 2009

Works Cited
  • Jespersen, Knud J.V. A History of Denmark. Hampshire: Palgrave Macmillan, 2004.
  • Joseph, John Earl. From Whitney to Chomsky: essays in the history of American linguistics. Philadelphia: John Benjamins Publishing, 2002.
  • Kaare, Christensen, Anne Maria Herksind, and James W. Vaupel. “Why Danes are smug: comparative study of life satisfaction in the European Union.” BMJ: British Medical Journal: 333.7582 (2006), 1289-91.
  • Suh, Eunkook M. “Self, the Hyphen between Culture and Subjective Well-being.” Culture and Subjective Well-Being. Ed. Ed Diener and Eunkook Suh. Cambridge, MA: MIT Press, 2000. 63-86.

06 December 2009

Pre-Christmas Wonder Weekend

What is Christmastime but that 3-week chaotic rush until you're off from work and school, filled with the pressures of finalizing gifts, the semester's projects, and spending family time?  For a student abroad in Copenhagen Hopenhagen for the fall 2009 semester, there's the added tasks of worrying about packing, fully experiencing Danish Christmas culture, and the fastly approaching events surrounding COP15.  Although I remain incredibly optimistic about these final two weeks (*eek!*), the anxiety over my forthcoming demands kind of hit me hard today at the DIS Christmas lunch party.  My host-family had to leave a little early, but I decided to stick around people for a little while longer instead of getting to work. However, my plan was to leave before they started dancing around a tree and singing Christmas carols, which just wasn't an idea I was that into.  As you could probably guess, that plan failed, and I got sucked into the loops of people mumbling to Danish songs, skipping around the giant Christmas tree.

Yes, it was hokey in a way not unlike Christmas in Dr. Seuss' Whoville, but that didn't keep it from working its magic on even the most cynical in the group.  There were probably about 300 people in concentric circles around that tree, and while the dance started out a little forced, we soon became wrapped up in the music (in both Danish and English), the connectedness of us all holding hands, and in the movement to the beat.  I decided not to play by the rules, and three times attempted to create a new circle (by just breaking free on one side and pulling the other side forward with me) whenever I felt the loop I had been slowed by congestion.  This worked the first time, but the second time I had to rejoin the original loop after causing a runaway spiral effect, and someone I didn't even know was laughing at me as she passed-by:  "I think this is happening because of you!!!"  I guess I was kind of experimenting with mob-mentality, but I know I wasn't the only one.  After all, the third time I tried to make a new circle failed because it was simultaneous with the entire group breaking out into conga-lines around the room, speeding up and slowing down the the music and the traffic.  It was insane; it was joyous, and it was the type of Christmas spirit and fellowship that change how your day feels.  Well, that and baking chocolate chip cookies at a friend's apartment right afterwards.


The earlier part of the weekend had also been an adventure and a half.  I spent Friday evening back at Tivoli.  Now, you know I love Halloween and had a complete blast when I went to Tivoli in October, but my experience at Christmas Tivoli surpassed expectations and blew Halloween Tivoli out of the water.  Many factors contribute to this opinion:  it wasn't raining, there were less people, Tivoli has had more experience making a Christmas season, and my friends and I managed to find a part of the park that we had missed before (the lake on the north side of the park).  But most all, the Danes just know how to do Christmas.  I mean, they start the season in late October, remember?  The lights are fantastic, intricate, and glistening (much unlike the hideous, carelessly decorated trees at the Solrød shopping center), the food warmed us in the cold, and the plaza that had once contained a windmill and miniature straw maze now holds a building with a new kids ride and a village of animatronic nisse (gnome-like mythical creatures at Christmas-time). That building alone proves that Christmas Tivoli is, of course, just as kitschy as ever, but the spirit and traditions put into it creates an unforgettable atmosphere.

For the record, I also hopped in the front row of Rutsjebanen/Rutschebanen--the ca. 1914 roller coaster--with my friend Leslye.   The ride is somewhat similar to Disneyland's Matterhorn Bobsleds in that it smells like an old coaster and is contained within a fiberglass "mountain," but that's where the comparison ends, since the track winds around up and down a pretty small space.  It's also operated more like we're in the early 20th century.  There are no recordings of safety warnings (only Danish signs that I couldn't really read) or miniature queues that line riders up for each seat in the train.  Instead, the trains pull in, stopped both by the breakman and the hands of riders getting on, who fight in an unorganized scramble for seats.  I don't remember if anyone even checked that I'd buckled my seatbelt: the next thing I knew, operators were just pushing the car down the track to be picked up by the chain that would take it to the first peak.  From there, it was up to the breakman in the center to control the speed of the car.  I must admit that I had no idea how incredible it would be to ride a machine where the uphills provide a bigger thrill than the downhills.



Finally, I spent all of Saturday on at trip to Lübeck, Germany, a cute and historical little city famous for its Christmas markets.  Teeming with tourists like myself who had come in packs on buses and were undeterred by rain or cold, Lübeck caters directly to their crowd with Santas on motorcycles and in boats and five or six different marketplaces with glühwein, bratwursts, fried goodies, marzipan, German nativity carousels, and some high-quality artisan crafts.  The atmosphere felt a little odd--like a cross between Black Friday and a county fair, except with German cultural items.  But I was also glad just to experience some of the rich German history, which ranged from a restaurant built for the sailors guild in 1401 to the forever resting fallen church bells of a WWII-era bombing.  I obviously don't know what the rest of the country is like, but Lübeck appeared to be a cross between the brick, medieval style of Roskilde (especially the churches) and the central European nature of Prague, which simply exemplifies the gradation of styles across regions. 


In other words, it was one busy weekend, and this week will not be any calmer.  But I'll be sure to keep you updated, alright?  Facebook photos from these two days are here.

03 December 2009

Psykologi Skål

So I don't know what YOU did this evening, but I went to my Psychology of Happiness reception, drank some wine, and did this:



Obviously, we kind of butchered the lines in Danish, but it was fun, and I'll provide the lyrics here for your reference.  The words we used are either "yes," "cheers," "I would like to have," or different foodstuffs.

Dashing through the abyss
Of my dismal existence:
Maybe I'll go to Denmark
See what life's like there!
JA! JA! JA!
Jeg vil gerne have
Chokolade kage!
Danish food is on its way to help people each day!

[CHORUS]
OH! 
Wienerbrød, æbleskiver, øl øl øl øl øl!   
Rød grød med fløde og flødeballer,
And then we'll all cheer skål.
SKÅL!
[repeat]


So, then I'll take a class
Called Psych of Happiness
Helle's teaching it
And we think she's the shit!
JA! JA! JA!
We'll romp around the highlands,
Explore our character strengths
Positive psychology is on its way to help people each day!

[CHORUS}
OH!
Seligman, Peterson, Ben-Shahar, Ed Diener
Carol Dweck and Frederickson,
And Philip Zimbardo
HO!

Wienerbrød, æbleskiver, øl øl øl øl øl!
Rød grød med fløde og flødeballer,
And then we'll all cheer skål.
SKÅL!

01 December 2009

A Few Curiosities and Comicalities

November is the rainiest and cloudiest month in Denmark.  According to Kirsten, the clouds come from the ocean and help keep the frost from coming really early, although this particular season, Denmark experienced one of the warmest Novembers in over 30 years, with a few hours of sunshine on occasional days and temperatures in the upper 40's.  I'm guessing December usually has fairly similar weather, but this year, December made sure to make an entrance.  The sky was CLEAR, the air was BITING, and man did I wish I had my camera as the setting sun lit up the buildings on my way to class at 3 this afternoon.

So I thought I'd celebrate December's arrival with small list of linguistic curiosities that I've learned recently:
  • The Danish word for reindeer is "rensdyr."  Pretty similar, right? But instead of literally translating to "reins" and "deer," this actually means "cleaning animal."
  • Instead of saying something is "cool," you can say "Det er fedt."  Yes, folks--that is fat, isn't it?  Thankfully, it comes without the connotation of "phat."
  • The titles of kids movie translate so awesomely into Danish.  I mean, yeah, it's simply fun to say "Nat på Museet To!" in your head, but I personnally like Ice Age: Dinosaurerne Kommer.  The literal translation is "THE DINOSAURS COME!"  (I capitalized that just for effect.)
  • I thought the Latin word for "beautiful" (pulcher) was ugly until I learned the Danish word:  "smuk."
  • I ride the purple commuter rail line, but three months after looking at the names of the stops every day, I realized that four of the towns (including mine) end in the word for "red."
Lastly (and this one is both too long for a bullet and not-language related), my host-family and I had the strangest revelation yesterday evening when Rene turned on the tv so that he could check if his parent's flight back from their vacation was on time (he had to pick them up).
Me:  *jaw drop*  "You can check flights ON THE TV?!?"
Kirsten:  *palms hitting the table* "You DON'T HAVE Text-TV!!?! We're actually ahead of the US in something!!"
Well, that and, you know, public health care.
But in all seriousness, all of us were pretty surprised.  Apparently Text-TV is something they've had for at least 25 years, and you hit in a code so that you can see traffic, flights, the weather, etc.  I explained to them that the most similar thing we have is cable access television, but even then, it's mostly pictures of animals at the shelter.  Maybe there is Text-TV somewhere in the US, but not from my cable provider, certainly.

    30 November 2009

    Cross-Cultural Adventures

    When I left for Denmark in August, there were only a few things I was fully expecting. One of these was that, this year, folks, there would be no Thanksgiving. I was more than ok with that. As a holiday, Thanksgiving is really just time set aside to spend with family before the Christmas rush, and since I knew I wouldn't be seeing family for 4 months anyway, it wasn't a big deal that I'd miss it. But after Kirsten approached me about joining forces with her to make Thanksgiving dinner if I was in Denmark over Thanksgiving break (which was also two extra free days I didn't expect to have), I realized that this was a wonderful opportunity to share some of my culture with those who I've been learning from the past three months.

    And so it was set: I decided what dishes were most essential, asked my mother to send recipes from home, and then Kirsten and I went through the ingredients and worked out what we needed to buy and what could actually be found in Danish stores. We pretty much knew from the start that there wouldn't be any frozen turkeys in the grocery stores of Solrød Strand, but turkey breast was a fine substitute. Cranberries, sweet potatoes, and green beans were all fairly easy to pick up as well, while explaining and finding chicken broth was a bit of a challenge. The thing that gave me the most trouble, though, was my insistence on having pumpkin pie. Rumors of canned pumpkin in an imported American food aisle at a Super Best in Frederiksberg had been circling through the students at DIS, but attempts at finding this mythical place failed miserably. And there were some people who ended up buying pickled pumpkin in a jar without realizing that it's not what they wanted. So, while I come from a family that always buys pie from the store at home, I was now faced with making it from an actual pumpkin.

    Of course, all the Danes had to work or go to school, so I gave myself the task of waking up early enough to get started. Kirsten had set out for me things I would need, but, nevertheless, if anyone had been watching me cook the whole time, I imagine they would have thought it quite comical. There was one scale for measuring things in grams, but I ended up using it only a few times. Mostly, I would just search for a container that looked like a cup, fill it to what I thought was the correct place, and ran with it. Luckily, they actually have proper tablespoons and teaspoons here, so I think those measurements turned out rather well. It ended up being me on the pumpkin pie (and seeds!), sweet potato casserole, and the stuffing, while Kirsten came in later to make the turkey, cranberry sauce, and green beans, and Nanna (my host-sister) baked some bread.

    The result? Success! I wasn't sure how much of the Thanksgiving spirit was going to go into the meal, but the table was set with the nice plates, the extra pumpkin I bought served as a centerpiece, red wine was set out, and two family friends who had been at the house for the advent crafts came over to join us. It was definitely Thanksgiving--chatting away and eating more food than our stomachs could handle (though I think the Danes participated less in that factor, which isn't a bad thing). Though, a word to the wise if you plan to try this on your own: leave out the sweet potato casserole. While the marshmallows on top were a novelty, the Danes generally consider it too sweet for a side-dish. Stuffing, on the other hand, is a big hit (even with the people who don't like celery!).

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    The rest of my break I spent relaxing, working very slowly towards my final psychology of happiness synthesis, and catching up on a few sights in Copenhagen. On Friday, I went to the Nationalmuseet, which is a completely free museum that includes a permanent collection on Danish history (pre-historic to present), as well as a portion of the oddities collections from former kings (Kongens Kunstkammer). To be honest, I was unimpressed with the museum as a whole. They had nice facilities, but the presentation was cluttered and confusing, and it was often so dark that my eyes were straining, so I couldn't absorb what I was reading. However, I am glad I went, as the museum helped me see history in the western world at a larger level than I am used to.  While artifacts from the viking age were something new for me to see, once I had progressed through the exhibits into the late 1800's, everything seemed rather familiar.  Granted, the recent political patterns in Denmark are much different than in the US, the Danes was affected much more by the world wars, and there was no western expansion in Denmark.  But the artifacts themselves--clothing styles, furniture, technology, propaganda from social movements--are very similar in each era across the continents of the western world.  One of the most bizarre things was to watch Danish people and music in propaganda-type films on farming from the 1930's, and then there was a display about how big Elvis and The Beatles were in the in the 50s and 60s.  Once I think back on it, these realizations should have been obvious beforehand:  I know what globalization is!  This just puts it into perspective; it's been a long time coming.

    On the contrary, America is way behind on globalizing the goodness of Danish beer culture, as I learned from both a microbrewery tasting on Wednesday night and a visit to Carlsberg (which included tastes of some specialty brews) on Saturday.

    24 November 2009

    And Then There Was One

    It's so hard to believe that a few days days ago I crossed the three month point, and now there's only one left.  It's actually just the right amount of time to make a mix of feelings, really.  Travel break is over, so I can loosen up the purse a little bit and buy some more gifts and enjoy the Christmas markets that are popping up.  Then I'm both motivated and anxious about getting all my papers done (one decent-sized paper for each of my 5 classes).  This was an especially weird feeling, because coming back from travel break I had all these papers in mind, so I was motivated to push through them.  But I also found that I was comfortable enough on return to Copenhagen that I was moving into my American routines instead of ones I had created when entering this new environment (i.e. lots of procrastinating and staying up late--which I guess is more of a reaction to a sudden influx in workload--instead of staying more on top of things and going to bed early).  I'm relieved that things are coming to an end and soon everything can be normal-ish again, but I'm sad it's almost over and a little unsure how the month and half until school starts will go.  And THEN I'm excited to use Thanksgiving break and some of the remaining weekends to pick up things I missed in Copenhagen, and enjoy the jul atmosphere! 

    This last part has been going pretty well.  Since I had 4 days until classes started when I returned to Denmark, and I had no travel pass to get me into the city, I decided to venture outside of my normal transportation zones into Roskilde.  I went mostly on a personal mission to see more of Denmark than I have been (though this doesn't near complete seeing the entire country), and, considering my recent revelation about churches, I thought it would be important to visit the Roskilde Domkirke (Cathedral).

    It was a cold Saturday, but I found a pleasant city of about 55,000 (close in size to my hometown in America), with shops lining the old streets, a placque honoring Denmark's first railroad from Roskilde to København in 1847, and a weekend market with fresh produce, music from political campaigns, and some pretty nifty antiques (I almost bought this really awesome old bottle opener, but instead opted for the pre-WWII Carlsberg soda water bottle). While there were quite a few British and American tourists around, and the municipal signs included English portions, it was nice that the town retained a distinctly Danish feel.  That's one thing I've noticed when visiting smaller Danish towns: there's a distinct look to the older architecture and layout, especially with similar designs for brick churches.  The Domkirke was no exception, although it was on a much grander scale and dramatically changed the skyline.

    While I was not nearly as affected by the cathedral in Roskilde as I was by St. Vitus in Prague (which may not be a fair comparison, to be honest), it certainly had its merits.  But then again, no one goes to see the Domkirke for the cathedral itself, but for the chapels surrounding the sanctuary, which are all magnificent tombs for the Danish monarchs.  Some of the tombs were marked not only as "King of Denmark" but also added "Norway and Sweden," which is a fascinating reminder that Denmark was once much more powerful than it is now.  Unfortunately, I missed some of the more important tombs due to reconstruction, but I'm still glad I went.  AND it was weird to see the very back wall behind the altar lined with portraits of bishops instead of holy chapels--as it would be seen in a normal cathedral.

    I then walked to the Viking Ship Museum, which houses the remains of 5 viking ships recovered from the harbor.  It wasn't an incredibly extensive museum, but I did get to try on viking clothes, and at least the walk there led me around 3 different natural (although not potable) springs used for healing and water supply in centuries past.  One of them (Maglekilde--the large spring) produces 15,000 liters a day, which is 1/6 of it's former production. (On a side note, I just noticed that "kilde" must mean "spring," which means that "roskilde" is something about a spring.  Unfortunately, "roskilde" isn't in my dictionary, and "ros" means something about praise, so, I have a feeling that MAY not be the meaning. A few websites say the name derives from King Roar.)


    Finally (and you may not stop hearing about this for a while), Christmas is really starting to settle in!  Køge and Vesterbro have hung greens across the streets, while Tivoli is alight in white, and Nyhavn by the harbor has a Christmas market set up.  But my favorite thing, by far, is the advent candle crafts that Kirsten (my host-mom), Nanna (my host-sister), and two neighbors made last Sunday.  I had a group project that kept me from joining in for very long, but I got so excited when I saw the table was covered in a craft table cloth!  Not only did we munch on æbleskiver (balls of pancake batter) with jam and powdered sugar, sipping on gløgg (spiced wine--in this case, white wine with white raisins), but, I got to decorate a Christmas candle for my room with a tray, some moss, and pine cones.  Every one else had been making these as an annual tradition for several years, so I just tried to sit back and watch what they were making--from individual candles, to a tray with a large candle you burn down a little bit for each numbered day until Christmas, and a tray with four large white candles for advent.  Nevertheless, I thought mine turned out all right--smiling wooden angels and all. 

    19 November 2009

    Pick Your Party

    As the first election posters for the major parties started showing up in mid-October, I was amused both by the universality of political campaigns and my sorry attempts at guessing what the parties were promising.  Copenhagen and the trains were the only places with posters that really focused on issues, while the suburbs were just plagued by a face and a name/party name on every light pole down the main streets.



    But all of that was nothing compared to this past week, as parties geared up for the kommune (municipal) elections on Tuesday.  I knew Denmark had a multi-party system, but this was just insane.  Not only did the Venstre ("left") party hand out croissants Monday morning as people entered the train stations, but the streets of Copenhagen suffered from a poster explosion of more designs and party names than I could count.  In my opinion, some of them were the type that had no business in politics--existing only for the sake of one agenda (the most vocal of which was a party hoping to save Christiania).  Granted, I'm not exactly happy with the American stuck-with-two-parties system either, where many voters have to sacrifice some of their opinions in order to prioritize others, or choose solely on social issues (this includes myself), because it's what divides our country the most.  However, I need to learn more about both systems before I can decide which I prefer.

    And surprisingly, only the poster with the picture of the blowup doll was fake, while the Liberal Alliance's promise for free parking and the satirical recommendations of the Nihilistic People's Party were completely legitimate.  Though, to be fair, I don't believe the NPP was even trying to win, but instead pointing out the failures of politics.  According to their website, they want to get rid of church bells, save baby seals, and make the metro more lively with psychedelic colors.



    The Red-Green Alliance/Unity List--the far left party;  not sure what it says on it, though.












    "Stop churchbells!  Fuck your salvation--we have a hangover."

    18 November 2009

    The Danish Resistance

    I went with my Danish class to the Danish Resistance Museum today, which is a free of charge, nationally owned museum over by the Kastellet and the Little Mermaid.  I've been learning a lot about more about European history in the past week (well, since Prague, really). That's something I'm really grateful for, since it's a topic that my high school education severely lacked (I didn't even learn that much about WWII in those years).  For example, today was the first time I learned just how much of Europe was controlled or allied with Germany, and the rest were either apathetic or British (and half of France).  I'm astonished at those odds. 

    Denmark, obviously, is a small country, and it would be incorrect to say that it played a large role in WWII.  Despite this small effect on the grand scheme of things, Denmark still has its own stories and battles.  Our tour guide through the museum was a young Dane whose grandfather and great-uncle were both part of the Resistance Movement.  I don't know how much of that affected his decision to work in the museum, but it certainly added more reality to the history he told us.  Yes, even the small Danish tribe lost children by orders of hate and under the name of patriotism.  As a temporary resident, it was also enlightening to realize what happened here.  In footage of the German invasion on 9 April 1940, I thought I spotted the town square in Køge, and footage from the liberation on 5 May 1945 included scenes from the plaza down the street of my school.  It was slightly more eerie to realize that a movie we watched referred to the Nazi headquarters as Dagmarhus, which is a building I pass everyday on my way to class. 

    If you don't mind, I'd like to (succinctly) share some of the history I learned with you, since I feel that it was a fairly unique situation.  Denmark did cooperate with Germany with the occupation, as it allowed the government to stay in control of daily affairs.  While this was unfortunate, as it kept resistance movements from sprouting and made Denmark a tool for Nazi weaponry, it was a good situation for the state itself.  There's an old tale about how the King Christian X ordered all Danes to wear a Jewish star to stand in solidarity with the Danish Jews, but this is simply a story that sprouted from a statement the king had once made. In reality, the star was never introduced to Denmark because the Danes managed to hold basic control.

    When the resistance did start to appear, the first group were boys aged 14-17 who called themselves the Churchill Club (Dumbledore's Army, anyone?) and sabotaged German buildings.  Although they were ordered for arrest, this was not entirely the case, as Danish law stipulates that no one under 15 can go to jail.  But in time, organized resistance increased, with the "liquidation" of Danish traitors, aided by the blind eye provided by most law enforcement groups.  Activity especially increased after the Danish government absolved on 29 August 1943, and chaos ensued on 26 June 1944 when the Vesterbro district began an uprising.  Granted, not everyone felt that these violent methods were the right way to handle the situation.

    Finally, the most uplifting part of the story is how Denmark was able to save over 95% of their Jewish population.  Of 7,000 Jews in Denmark, 116 died, which is a stark comparison to the number of deaths in the remaining German-occupied countries.  Around 6,000 of them escaped to Sweden when the Nazi giving the order for their arrest sent advance notification.  Of the remainder, about half stayed in hiding in Denmark, while the other half were sent to Terezín, in the Czech Republic (which I had mentioned in my entry about Prague).  Conditions, of course, were terrible in the ghetto, but it's said that the Danish Red Cross often sent officials to check that they were being treated sufficiently (although sometimes what they saw and approved was a propaganda hoax).

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    In other news, today is the worst weather I have yet to see in Denmark.  I'm ok with it being cold and rainy, but it's also too windy for my hood to stay up, and I was wearing flats.  I even heard thunder for the first time since I've been here.  What's worse is that the weather encouraged me to break a HUGE rule in Denmark:  crossing when the street when the light is red, and cars are about to start driving again.  I just really didn't want to be stuck in the wind on the median.

    17 November 2009

    J-dag og Fødselsdage

    Before I commenced on my travels a few weeks ago, I had a few remaining responsibilities:  plan an itinerary for Spain, pack, and remember to enjoy Denmark.  I crossed two of these off Friday night (30 October), when Nina and I met for planning, drank a cranberry (holiday?) version of Somersby's (a very sweet cider that's popular here), and went out into Køge to celebrate J-dag:  the annual release night of Tuborg's Julebryg (Christmas brew).

    When I started seeing ads for J-dag in early October, I was disgusted that the commercial beginning of the Christmas season was the day before Halloween.  But as the clouds became more regular, the sky darkened a little more each day, and I grew accustomed to the lack of Halloween spirit, the idea of celebrating Christmas didn't seem so heinous.  Either way, it's not like J-dag is really about Christmas, anyway; it's about selling some beer.  The marketing behind J-dag rivals the perpetuation of Valentine's Day in the United States.  True, the decorations aren't quite as extensive, nor is it celebrated in schools for children under the age of 16 (and yes, the schools DO host J-dag parties for the 16 and over crowd after school.  No joke).  However, it's still an excuse for a big, national party that includes a song (to the tune of "Jingle Bells") and free rides on the s-train to anyone who's headed to the bars.

    Neither Nina or I felt that we were able to feel the true spirit of J-dag (there was somewhat of a cultural barrier in joining the crowd), but it was still an experience to observe the college-aged kids dressed up in blue trousers, dresses, and as a Christmas tree, distributing more Julebryg to the various pubs.  As for the beer?  We thought it was the worst Tuborg we've ever had, which is saying something, because I don't like regular Tuborg in the first place.  But if the celebration surrounding it sells, then keep brewing, Tuborg!

    I had the wonderful opportunity to attend a family birthday (fødselsdag) party for host-parent's nephew on the next day, as well as a surprise birthday breakfast the day after that.  This is the first time I've done any birthday celebrating in Denmark, but they're pretty much like any other get together, except this time with Danish flags as a key theme of decor.  Bringing food to someone's house and waking them up on their birthday morning isn't all that uncommon (as was done Sunday morning, which I have to admit was a little strange).  There's also a birthday song with too many words for me to remember (and 4 verses, apparently! though they usually sing two).  I've also learned from my host family that for the big birthday parties (and baptism, confrimation, anniversaries, and weddings), friends and family actually write humorous songs about the person to common tunes.  I think that would be a really nice tradition to have in the US, though I'm certainly not the type of person to start doing it on my own!

    The birthday party on Halloween was definitely a lot of fun, though, as I had just gotten a Halloween package from my mom and we brought some of the candy over to share.  There were mixed reviews on the candy corn, but Rene seemed to like it, and thought they looked like teeth.  I'd never thought of them that way before, but when my host-mom's sister stuck them in her mouth like fangs, I could definitely see that interpretation.

    P.S.  I learned today that there's a cemetery in Edinburgh near the cafe where JK Rowling first started writing Harry Potter.  Apparently, there are headstones for someone named McGonagall, and both a Tom Riddle Jr. and Tom Riddle Sr.  I now feel like a Harry Potter Fan Epic Fail for not finding it.

    15 November 2009

    Can I call myself an international individual yet?

    In the 20 days since I last posted, I have not only had some Danish cultural experiences, but also have embarked to Barcelona and Madrid in Spain and to Prague during the 2-week travel break that DIS offers us to explore a little of greater Europe on our own terms.  I promise that I will attempt to give these adventures their due attention in my writing, and while I'm going to divide the entry into sections for each city (you can click the links above to skip down to those sections), I want to note that the post will probably have a more holistic perspective than what I would have written had I done so day-by-day (or even city-by-city).

    Overall, the travel break was certainly a new experience for me, not only planning how to get there and where to stay on my own, but what to do, what to eat, and how to navigate my way through it all.  Language was certainly a barrier, since I felt like I know more Danish than I do Spanish (although my Latin background and common sense helped me understand what was going on most of the time), and once in the Czech Republic I knew NOTHING about any of the words I saw, except that I couldn't pronounce it right if I tried.  I'm proud of myself (if I'm allowed to say so), and it made me feel a little stronger and wiser for the wear.

    One end-result that I found interesting was my eagerness to return to Copenhagen at the end of it all.  I don't think it was just that I was looking for the relief of familiarity after the exhausting demands of traveling and sightseeing (even after only 11 days!).  No, visiting a few other European cities helped me realize how much I like Copenhagen as a city itself.  While in Edinburgh and Glasgow, I was restless wondering why I hadn't studied in Scotland, my trip this time around left me more satisfied with my decision to go to Denmark.  Whether just a cognitive reaction or my true opinion on the matter, that's certainly a good feeling to have.


    Barcelona:  Sunday 01 - Wednesday 04 November
    FB photos

    I don't know what I was expecting in Barcelona.  I knew it was going to be warm down by the Mediterranean, but as far as the mood of the city goes, I think I was picturing it alternately as the cold, yet spiritual ghost-town from Jewel's song "Barcelona" (yes, released when I was in 3rd grade), and then as whimsical place with music and spirit vibrating from Gaudí's mosaics (which, thanks to my longtime friend Ellen, I have been dying to see since I was 12). Surprise surprise, it was neither.  We (my friend Nina and I) arrived on the evening of the first, but there was still enough time to take in some of the city's atmosphere and get confused trying to order some less-than-appetizing food and water from a non-native Spanish speaker.  Maybe part of it was the palm trees and the colorful skyscraper our our hostel window, but there was something about the city that felt more like we were on vacation in LA or Miami than on a cultural tour in Europe. 


    The first day we spent walking almost the entire length of the city from Eixample right above the Gothic Old Town (on the coast) to the mountain bordering the northern edge, where we could have taken a funicular railroad up to an amusement park had we arrived an hour earlier (instead, we had a drink at a bar that overlooked the entire city; so that was pretty nice).  It was mainly our own version of a walking tour of Antoni Gaudí's buildings, starting with La Sagrada Familia, down to Casa Batllo, La Pedrera, Casa Vicens, and on up to the public park he designed:  Park Güell.  For the most part, I love the curves and colors in Gaudí's architecture and public art, especially with La Pedrera and the forms of paths and structures in Park Güell.  But for some reason, it also felt a little dirty and out of place within the context of Barcelona, and I was a little turned off by  Park Güell, both for it's lack of open, grassy space and because it was originally funded by Count Eusebi Güell to be an upperclass garden city, closed off to the general public.  It's understandable that you can't enjoy the interiors of his buildings without paying some pretty ridiculous prices (which I didn't indulge myself on), but his outdoor art could not have just been made for the sake of beautifying the city?  I guess too I was a little irked that I had based my feeling of Barcelona off his work, when really it doesn't characterize the bustle of the city at all.  While all Modernisme buildings are unique in their own right, other ones (like Casa Amattler) have a more traditional architectural style that just fits more with the character of the city.  I realize that Gaudí was integral part of the Modernisme movement, which is specific to Barcelona, but may I politely wonder if his work might have been better in another city?

    BUT, just because I was a little disappointed with this does not mean I didn't have an excellent time.  On days two and three, we explored much more concentrated, yet touristy areas--including Wednesday when we mostly hung out on the beach in the mica-dusted sparkling sand, ate paella for a late lunch, and went to the ever-so-prestigious museum of chocolate.  La Rambla, the main tourist street, was absolutely crazy with pet store kiosks, not-too-talented street performers, and annoying vendors selling pitos (this mouthpiece that helps you make animals noises, I swear, I was so sick of those sounds by the time I got to Prague).  We even stumbled across our first Mercat (the Catalan word for "market"; in Madrid the name was Mercado, and the concept is common across Spain, apparently)--huge, age-old shelter structures with stalls that opened every day to sell fresh produce, fish, meat, ice cream, and all sorts of goodies.  This one had beautiful stained glass panels on the facade. 

    Just to the east of La Rambla was the old Gothic town, with streets windier, taller, narrower, and darker than any alley I've seen in Copenhagen.  Many of the upper floors were apartments with laundry or plants hanging off the patio, and it felt odd to be walking through common class residential areas in the middle of the tourist district.  But, from the gorgeous cathedral with it's secluded chapels surrounding a courtyard and goose pond, and the remnants of original Roman walls surrounding the city, the Gothic section of town definitely was the most charming.  On Tuesday morning we went underground to the ruins of Barcino (the original Roman city), where they showed us sections that used to be used for laundry and garum.  There weren't a lot of detailed artifacts remaining, but it was still very cool to see the foundations of buildings that are 8 meters beneath the rest of the modern city. That afternoon after lunch, we headed to the Museu d'Picasso, where I was really surprised to see some of the sophistication in Picasso's earlier paintings (and childish mishaps in his earliest ones), as well as some of his pottery work, which was super cool.  The museum also features his 58-image series of reinterpretations of Velaquez's Las Meninas.  It was really interesting how looking first at Picasso's image, I had a lot of apprecation for them and the work that was put into finding the perfect abstract forms.  But after viewing the video that compared Picasso's work with the sections of Velaquez's original, it seemed like a pathetic attempt of a copy.  It's strange how things work that way.

    We were really fortunate in Barcelona to meet up a few times with Nina's friend Lucy who was studying there for the semester.  I like learning about things wherever I go, and that's hard to do when you don't know much of the language, the English displays are limited, and you don't want to dish out a lot of money for tours.  So Lucy was not only a nice companion to show us some of the city life, but she was also a great resource for learning about politics in Barcelona and Catalan language and history in the context of the rest of Spain.  On Tuesday, she showed us a restaurant for lunch called La Champagneria (I think), where for every two sandwiches you bought, you could get a bottle of cava (traditional Catalan sparkling wine) for 2 Euro.  There were no seats at all to sit, just a crowded bar you had to push through to order, and small ledges to set your bottle and glasses, while sandwiches were kept in a wrap in your hand.  It's not something I'd like to experience as a regular lunch routine, but it was certainly a fun time, laughing and attempting to converse over the din of loud Catalans crowded in a small space, drinking more cava than I should at one in the the afternoon, and enjoying some pretty good smoked salmon.  It's also a little odd that lunchtime ended up being more exciting than that evening when we met up with some of the IES Barcelona students to chill outside at a bar in Plaza del Sol in the Gràcia district. That area of town was very pretty at night (and it was already pretty in the day), with magnolia trees, the lantern lights, and only the quiet murmur from the bars (though that might have been because 11 pm was still too early in the evening for things to really get started).


    Madrid:  Thursday 05 - Saturday 07 November
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    Nina and I took the Renfe overnight train from Barcelona to Madrid, which was an experience in itself that I wasn't really expecting.  Even though we had paid 10 more Euro to get bunks, I think the coach seats might have been just as good a deal, considering I was stuck in a tiny compartment with 6 bunks, pillows no more than a centimeter thick, and a girl right above me who hissed at me when I accidentally hit the bottom of her bed after I had gotten up for a bit (even though she was awake and watching something on her phone the entire time?).  It was also during the night on the train that I started catching some sort of flu, and by the morning I was not in the mood to do anything.  I had to, since we couldn't check-in to the hostel until noon, but we were able to drop our stuff off, chill out in the weather that once again felt like November (a surprisingly nice change), and warm ourselves up with our first taste of churros dipped in incredible, thick hot chocolate.  However, once we did check-in, I was too sick to get back up and out to the city until 5 or so.


    While Barcelona is a little smaller than Copenhagen, Madrid is enormous.  But we chose only to stay in Old Town and Bourbon Town, which was small enough that we didn't have to use the metro at all except getting from the train station and to the airport.  With the help of a guidebook on Spain and a little internet research in the evening, we were able to learn some about the old buildings and sculptures we passed as we walked back and forth through the two districts.  There's a lot of history in a capital city like Madrid, almost to the point that it was overwhelming.  But it was nice just to stroll through an area (arguably) less chaotic than Barcelona, hitting up awesome playgrounds, listening to slow trumpeters, and feeding sparrows (which, after just one crumb was thrown to one bird, flocked completely around our park bench).  We had some tapas and beer in a bar while watching the muted telenovella about Antoni in the Time of Revolution (I think?), and we wandered into La Latina one evening to try a drink in one of the older bars. Even on the times we "went out," it was all just really chill.

    But, there are also two outstanding art museums in Madrid that we couldn't miss.  We managed to see all of one floor and parts of another in the extensive masterpiece collection of Museo del Prado during its free hours from 6 to 8 in the evening.  Apart from seeing Spanish works, like the original Las Meninas and works by Goya and El Greco,  the museum also had some really impressive paintings by Rubens and some of the most gorgeous inlaid tabletops I have ever seen (seriously--I enjoyed every tabletop displayed in some of the gallery rooms.  There were even two where the artist full-out painted the design before moving on to the actual table).  I was particularly struck (and a little disturbed, to be frank) of La Trinidad by Rubens, which featured incredibly realistic stigmata on the figure of Christ.  There was also a more medieval-aged tri-fold panel with hell, earth, and heaven--a subject I always find a little interesting in interpretation.  Unfortunately, I didn't get enough time to examine it before the closing bells rang and they ushered us out of the building. 

    I tend to like contemporary art better, but I surprisingly ended up being more impressed with El Prado than with the Reina Sofia 20th century art museum, which features some Dali, as well as Picasso's giant mural Guernica (which is pretty incredible, I must say).  The art on display was great overall, but the building used to be a hospital, so the layout (and English descriptions . . . ) was a little to be desired for.  On the other hand, it was still super cool to see some of the earliest films, a giant metronome by Man Ray, and a temporary exhibition on Russian Constructivism (which was a nice transition theme for my trip to Prague that evening).  Plus, the Reina Sofia was nice enough to offer free student admission.

    Last but not least, we spent one afternoon visiting the Catedral Nuestra Señora de Almudena (Cathedral of Our Lady of Almudena).  Interestingly enough, "almudena" is taken from an Arabic word for city, and the name references the time that the Virgin Mary appeared in the city walls and she was named the patron saint of Madrid.  While I liked the colored lights shining on the cathedral at night, it didn't have a particularly attractive exterior (Neo-Classical = not my style).  However, I'm really glad we ventured inside, since it features a Gothic-style sanctuary (my favorite), very modern stained glass, and speakers that filled the hall with some incredible choral music.  The ceiling is painted in bright colors, and words representing the word of god appear in several different languages in the stained glass behind the nave.  The building itself didn't particularly call to me, but especially with the music playing, wandering around the cathedral had a very calming effect on my day. We also ventured underneath into the Neo-Romanesque designed crypt.  Apart from offering the BEST English-translated brochure I have ever seen (including such gems as "sumptuous the columns" and "Ahhh! the tombs!"), I saw a beautiful stone interior with unique capitals on the hundreds of supporting columns.

    While the morning I arrived in Madrid I had some good first impressions and was hoping to like it a little better than Barcelona, I wasn't so sure of this by the time I left, and I didn't feel like the two cities were ALL so different. Spain, in general, may just not have been my type of country.  With the exception of the Modernisme buildings in Barcelona, the buildings weren't particularly my style; the food, while tasty, did not leave me starving for more; and the prevalent Catholic culture--while not over-bearing--felt like just a little too much to handle.  But that's ok!  I've seen it, and I'm happy to say I've visited Spain.

    Prague Sunday 08 - Wednesday 11 November
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    Let me just say this first:  I LOVE PRAGUE.  Despite a little bit of trouble getting there, the city left me with a sense of awe: with natural beauty, with the centuries of stories etched in the stone structures, and with the fighting character in a city ravaged by despotic governments in the past 100 years.  On top of that, it was just really nice to be able to spend time with my friend Kate, not only just to see a friend, but also to learn a little about the Czech Republic, eat some really cheap American-style Chinese food, and share experiences both about our time abroad and in relation back to DePauw.

    With only five hours of sleep, we took our time just talking and slowly getting up and out of her dorm on Sunday.  But for the afternoon we headed out to Divoká Šárka--a nature reserve on the edge of town (with some interesting legends, if you'd like to read about it).  Even though I live a good 25 km south of Copenhagen's city proper, it has been tiring for me to be stuck in a city environment all the time, and this walk was just what I needed for a little refresher.  The wet yellow and red leaves stood out brilliantly against the black rock wall face, the air felt crisp and clean, and families flew kites on the grassy top of the rocks.  From the top, we could see the star-shaped summer palace that Kate had learned about in class but had no idea how to get to, and so we decided to embark on an adventure to find it.  We ended up winding through more forested paths on steep hillside until we got up close to it, but we still made it!.  Although the building was closed, we still found an open park with several Czech families playing frisbee, walking with their dogs, or just enjoying the fall air. 


    Since Kate had classes almost all day, I spent the next few days exploring some of the city on my own and eating pastries from Tesco that were one third the price of Copenhagen 7-Eleven pastries.  Kate walked me up to the grounds of Vyšehrad fortress, where her classes, a pleasant park, the Church of St. Peter and St. Paul, and the cramped yet charming Vyšehrad Cemetery stand.  After that I just saw the main sights, admiring art noveau at the Mucha Museum, watching the apostles bid you "hello" at the hour on the Astronomical Clock in Old Town Square, walking by the darkened statues on the Charle's Bridge and wondering about their stories, and admiring the (mostly relevant) proclamations of peace on the John Lennon Wall in Mala Strana (Small Town).  Prague was also bustling enough to let me find some perfect Christmas gifts, which I am very relieved to have gotten (almost) done.

    Although I didn't pay for the audio tour of Prague Castle, I was still able to visit St. Vitus Cathedral, which is the tallest structure in the complex and the most beautiful cathedral I have ever seen.  Construction started in the 14th century, but it wasn't not finished until the early 20th century, so the building features a Gothic style in old, worn stone, some Neo-Gothic designs and experimental structures, art noveau embellishments in the stained glass, and some extravagant crypts in the chapels around the nave.  Although there were no speakers to echo music throughout the sanctuary, my visit to St. Vitus Cathedral affirmed a suspicion I started to get in Madrid:  my favorite thing to visit in cities is not always the museums, but cathedrals and historical places of worship.  Even in a very agnostic and/or atheistic country like the Czech Republic, the buildings feel so powerful and speak so much about the people who built them.  I wish now I had taken the time to inside the Old-New Synagogue in the Jewish quarter, but at the time, I had not really given thought to it.  And, maybe I WILL go back to Spain some day, post-2025, so that I can see the inside of La Sagrada Familia.


    The last thing that really struck me in Prague was how recent history has left its mark on the city--with some really ugly Soviet-era buildings and older ones left in disrepair--and its people.  In the states, we learn about the Holocaust and about the later Communist regime in school, but to see what it has done to the regions they affected is a totally different experience.  I was fortunate enough on Monday to attend a guest lecture at Kate's study program with a Holocaust survivor who painted her life in Terezín (a Nazi-German Jewish ghetto in the Czech Republic) when she was 12 and later, drew some of what she saw in Auschwitz.  Now, she is a lucid and happy-appearing 80-year-old woman, but her stories were horrid and moving.  I guess I least expected the very visible effect that Communism left.  Whether through the funny, yet obviously biased posters for the Museum of Communism, a very striking memorial to the victims of the regime, or just the temporary exhibit that displays personal stories from the tumultuous 20th century, it is apparent that the Czech people have not yet come completely to terms with that period in their history (which ended 20 years ago this coming week).  I think that's a good thing:  we shouldn't forget.

    Europe: A Rant

    Written Saturday, 7 November 2009, 8:53 pm

    For this first time, I'm harboring strong feelings of anger at Europe--mother of internet cafés and of no-frill/low-cost airlines with shitty service, land of a union of westernized nations that for some reason refuses to make roaming rates cheap across borders. The only reason I'm experiencing these emotions is because right now a combination of these circumstances have left me completely lost. I'm in the Madrid airport at 9 pm, and my travel buddy from Spain left for London almost 2 hours ago. My flight--which was supposed to get into Prague at 11:15 pm--will be getting in around 1:45 am. The metro in Prague closes at midnight, and my friend who was supposed to be meeting me at the metro station does not have a cell phone. I blew my last Euro on 15 minutes of internet, attempting to e-mail her on the kiosks provided in the airport. Too bad they use a shitty software with an older version of IE that a) doesn't support Facebook, b) doesn't support the web version of Groupwise (my school e-mail), c) for some reason wouldn't let me sign into my Gmail, d) doesn't allow copying or any keyboard functions involving ctrl + something, and e) doesn't even tell you how many minutes you have left. The wireless I can pick up on my laptop would cost € 5 for 30 minutes, and I wasn't comfortable filling in information about my card when it was only in Spanish (not to mention the ridiculous price). So, Europe, what the hell have you left me with in terms of options??? Gracias, amigo. You suck.

    At least they gave us vouchers for a free Fanta and jamon sandwich. But it's Spanish ham--which means it's smoked and doesn't even look cooked (though it did taste wonderful!). And that does not solve my transportation problems. At all.

    Editor's Note at time of posting: I have to admit I was a little embarrassed later, but I'm posting this anyway.  I'm 20 years old.  I should have been able to handle this without breaking down and beginning to pinpoint who I thought was American and I could communicate with if worst came to worst and nothing panned out.  But, I was very lucky, and Kate was waiting for me at the airport when I got there.  Granted, I scared her when the flight was coming in and I had not come out until after everyone else (since I was sitting by baggage claim frantically checking if she was on Skype via the Prague airport's gracious free internet), and then the night trams didn't get us to her dorm until 5 in the morning (at which point we saw the day trams beginning their rounds).  BUT, it was fantastic.

    Also, the stupid Madrid airport changed our gate post-delay without announcing it.  Poor service.